I can't say that I feel that I have a second chance because I am not the same person I was when in that low, low place. It was dark and I thought the world would be better without me. I don't plan on ever being that person again. I know I can't predict the future, but I also know what signs to look for now. I know I need to always take my meds even when it seems like an unnecessary action. I know I need a dose kick*ss from my friend who's husband was successful and didn't make it to the second chance. She's a survivor even when depressed, and I need to be, too.
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