I feel terrribe guilt for my suicide attempt, and I believe it wasn't my time to die. I am so grateful I didn't put my parents through the loss of another child, and I should not have lived. I've also had my liver enzymes checked and they are normal, so I avoided death & long-term damage.

Yes, I do feel like I need to use my time doing something worthwhile; and I feel grateful to be here bipolar and all.

Peace & Hugs,

TnT