Overwhelmed at work this week. Not finished everything I meant to finish there.
Probably won't before I go on annual leave on Thursday, but I try to be patient and just do what I can.
I have kept myself extremely busy outside work, especially with exercising / doing new things, but it's been too much. I had just felt so bad last week when I had the final confirmation that the person I had been in love with for a long time does have a family indeed and has a happy family life in a beautiful city. I should feel happy for him, but I so hoped for us to have a chance. In order to stave off any more suicidal feelings, I threw myself into activities and now I feel overwhelmed, fragile and weepy and probably need to wind down and sleep.