HELLO EVERYONE, I WISH I COULD TAKE ADD OUT OF MY BRAIN AND LOCK IT IN A SAFE FOR AWHILE, JUST TO SEE WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE "NORMAL" AND HAVE A SENSE OF CALM AND CLARITY, MAYBE I COULD GET ON A NORMAL ROUTINE AND FINALLY PULL THE STRING ON MY PARACHUTE..
IM 32 AND IVE NEVER BEEN DIAGNOSED AS A ADULT AND I THOUGHT IT WAS SOMETHING YOU GROW OUT OF BUT ITS CLEARLY HAUNTED ME AS A ADULT..IVE TRYED ADDERALL BUT IT JUST MAKES ME SWEAT AND ZONE OUT, AND THEN ENDING UP DOUBLING AND TRIPLING THE DOSES WHICH CANT BE GOOD, ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE TYPE 2 DIABETES, AND HIGH CHOLESTEROL "WHICH ALSO SUCKS A LOT" BECAUSE I HAVE TO BE ON A ROUTINE TO CONTROL MY BLOOD SUGAR WHICH IS SOO HARD TO DO..
IT JUST SUCKS A LOT..THANKS