to all of you i have had a psychologist since i was in 5th grade and it doesnt help. Dont get me wrong the guy is great you can talk to him about anything and he'll tell you exactly what you can do to fix a problem, but no matter what i tried nothing worked. hes a great psychologist its just no one can fix me it seems like. and the anti depressant i was on was zoloft and i was taking depakote with it and i havent had any withdrawl symptoms. ive been angrier lately but thats completely from another reason. i just wish i could find a solution to this ive already lived basicly my whole life like this and i dont want to live it like this anymore.