I've never posted before so here it goes...

*trigger stuff? abuse*

So I've been having weird dreams - like I often have vivid dreams, but recently I've had more bothersome dreams...Without getting into detail right now, basically I had this dream that I hooked up with this chick who abused me throughout my childhood (I'm bi and she was a big part of why I hid it for so long). I haven't interacted with her in ages, only seen her in passing, so why now? And to be honest, making out with this chick who did that to me is just kinda disguesting and the image has been really disturbing for me. Why would I have a dream like this???