Thank you Lee, and I'm so sorry about your son- I have been following your posts.

Tonight my boyfriend messaged me when he was on his way home, and asked if I wanted to go to a friends place to play a boardgame. I asked if he was sober. He said no, not completely. I said then no, I'd rather not, we still need to talk when your sober, and I don't want to sit and watch you and your friend (also an alcoholic) drink in the meantime. I decided I didn't want to see him at all until he was sober and we could talk, so I told him I was going to stay at my aunts for the night, and I'd see him tomorrow. He said he had something to tell me when we talked as well.

It was hard for me and uncharacteristic of me to leave like that without seeing him, but I think it was the right choice. I think I'm going to read some more of that book, and go to bed. Tomorrow is another day.