thanks a bunch. but you see, distance isn't my problem. as i have said, i HAVE to see new people, because my insurance doesn't allow me to see those i have seen in the past-new insurance. i guess i am just afraid, but in some regards, cutting is "wrong" i am afraid of how people react...you know? like after the whole jason johnson thing (hes gay, they made him leave) i dunno how i should do all this. another issue though, is, i can't really afford to pay...so i have to find somewhere for the community, somewhere where money won't really be a problem. after all, i am a poor college student. lol i am soooooo stressed! im to the point where i just wanna give up on it. its too much for me. im not used to having to do it myself, but i dont wanna rely on my mom either. gah!