Back when I was in 4th grade I asked my dad why it is that I have to live the same week over and over and over, and the same year. I told him that I expected it to eventually be living the same decade over and over after getting out of school, and basically the same life that millions of other people are living. So why should I have to? Why should I have to endure it? What is the point of going through it, only to drop dead later instead of now? He told me to stop asking questions like that.