Listen to your heart - it has a voice too, a powerful one. You're being true to yourself by feeling this and bringing it up. And I agree with your T - don't judge it, don't filter it, don't insist that it make sense. Feel it, and then figure it out. It takes ALL of our senses to make a whole person. Your heart is speaking, so listen to it. Somewhere, somehow, it makes sense. A whole person is complex, a lot of integrated parts. I think we need to let each part speak and then integrate it into the whole. Who is lying here? How? About what? That's the journey that you're on.

I say this, but I know how hard it is to actually do it. It's a struggle for me, and I'm faltering. You should have an interesting next session...hope it goes well!