I am new to the group. I have suffered from major depression most of my life. PTSD most of my life and anxiety in the last 10 years. The recent death (13 months ago) of my significant other to a prescription drug overdose has pushed me beyond the edge. I found him, and I now relieve that nightmarish scene in my mind over and over.
I was recently hospitalized at my own request to try and help me get it back together, but it did little to help. I am going bonkers. I have joined a few grief groups on facebook, but some of them don't understand the complexities that having mental health issues can cause with grief. I have always felt suicidal..or for as long as I can remember.
I am hoping that my member ship here will help me