I still have not found closure with my parents. I would like to, but i think I need to find closure with myself first. I was a horrible child, very difficult for them to handle. at the time no one realized that I had a personality disorder and could not help the way that I was behaving. I didn't understand and either did they. It was not their fault, but I am still angry that they had me admitted for a very long stay at a psychiatric hospital. again, not their fault. This horror there was something that I still can not recover from, so I do not know how to talk with them any longer. no closure. the subject is off limits by them as well. no ideas here.