thanks for the support everyone!

I managed to get some sleep last night though it was difficult falling asleep. i woke up this morning still feeling hypomanic, but not like last night.

thanks for the nice words on my self control, but honestly, the only thing that stopped me was i remembered you're not supposed to mix alcohol and lamictal. i just didn't want to risk any weird side effects lol, that's it. i also didn't have the control to go out and buy the stuff in the first place haha. but i'm still glad i atleast recognized that i should probably just go home and wait it out haha.

i'll try that lemon thing genetic, thanks for the advise!