Okay. I'm learning to control my way of expression, little by little. At least I'm catching myself now. It may be after I post it but I'm getting better at recognizing what may be "off". I'm really good at being off. I hope I'll soon get to be where you are Sept. Thank you.

I know we can only control our own actions but I think the lure of trying to make somebody understand me is there because I'm insecure and I need validation. I've learned to really appreciate the people who take the time to want to understand though. Thanks KD.