You know, Onward2wards, I think this may be a sign that the therapy is working for you. That you are allowing the memories to come an you are trusting your T enough to let your mental shields down. WIth the shields down, everything feels hurtful. I can relate to some degree, though your experience sounds much more intense and painful than mine. I think you should let your T help you through this... talk to him/her about it.