I really don't know what good more therapy will do. The bullying sometimes triggers anxiety / panic attacks that I don't have control over. They also trigger aspects of my PTSD where I am unable to answer back to those who are verbally abusing me. I am like a deer in headlights when being verbally attacked. Often, I am not able to say anything. I have had lots of therapy with not so good results. I really don't want any more therapy. I want to spend what little money I have on other things. I am in my mid-50s and have never owned a car or travelled much. Therapy has not made my life much better. My MD refers me to therapists who have no time for more clients or who do not want my case. I have been turned down by therapists. I have been told they cannot help me. The ones who claim to be able to help me, have not. They just wasted my time and took my money.
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