I am stuck dealing with my brother in regards to my financial situation because he is my only family...and I have no friends.

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I think for now I will just keep it to polite e-mails and telephone calls if I'm lucky.

His wife shares the same opinion of me due to what my brother has told her about me and my nasty e-mails I sent them when I was not feeling well.

I have apologised numerous times for my poor behaviour and nasty e-mails. But they don't care.

What hurts the most is that my brother doesn't even give a crap what a typical day/week/month is like for me. What he does care about is what he likes to call "feedback" from himself and his wife regarding my behaviour. I am fully aware of the impact my poor behaviour has on people when I'm not feeling well...but he feels the need to tell me this as though I'm retarded and live under a rock.

In order to "get along with my brother and his wife...keep the peace" I have to suck up and brown nose them.

I know this seems really mean but for now I'm just going to use them to help me out in life.