hey tink, how are you feeling today? i feel i need to ask you to try your best to not be alone, don't be by yourself, even if it means stay online, that's what i do! i'm new here and people are amazing, for the first time in a few days i have been able to smile and concentrate more on things i find to get distracted - even here it's great to get distracted so your mind won't reach its worst as mine keeps trying to do.