I am disappointed in all of the posts in this thread that are asking if the OP has read such and such book, if OP has seen such and such movie...

If I came in here and said I had rape fantasies, people wouldn't jump on my back and tell me to start reading a bunch of feminism books.

Or maybe they would.

But it's shameful. Really shameful.

Sex and fantasies is NOT the same as real life. No one chooses to have a fetish. More understanding and less judging!