Cooking porcini soup for ex and older daughter. Younger daughter does not eat fancy meals. Cooking distracts me well. Wrote a letter to the professional writer whom I hired to help me with the resume and LinkedIn profile: tasked him with crafting a really good response to a rejection notification should I need it. Something that would make a really good lasting impression. I am sure he will oblige. He throws in these bits of free help - a draft here and a letter there.

Feel that I am taking positive steps this way. There is nothing else I can do.