Thanks for the request Mara, I appreciate it. I accepted you.

I'm sorry you are going through this. I am a romantic codependent in a sense so I understand these dark feelings you are having. I can also be codependent and feel easily abandoned with friends. It's nothing new for me, and probably all who deal with possible or real BPD... you aren't alone in it just like you said. Please have faith you'll be OK. Are you seeing a therapist right now? It might help.