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Originally Posted by asp1079
Thanks for the request Mara, I appreciate it. I accepted you. 
I'm sorry you are going through this. I am a romantic codependent in a sense so I understand these dark feelings you are having. I can also be codependent and feel easily abandoned with friends. It's nothing new for me, and probably all who deal with possible or real BPD... you aren't alone in it just like you said. Please have faith you'll be OK. Are you seeing a therapist right now? It might help. |
No I'm not. I have 3 or 4, maybe close to a week of okay days and then it comes crashing. A lot of people on the forum have gotten used to my crashes. I am okay, I help others, I feel good, and then I slide to rock bottom. I don't think a therapist would really help. I need to practice my DBT and my self soothing without the need of alcohol. I'm getting there, slowly. My story is long and sordid and you can find it in here if you go back far enough. That's the biggest thing that was stripped from me: the ability to cope, to be quiet, to keep things to myself, so I post my f*****ing story on here for all to see.