The last session I had with T... She said that I need to build my self esteem. I have no idea how to start to do that. There is nothing I like about myself...
According to her, as long as I'm not comfortable changing, I won't be able to...

But I want to. I just don't know how.
What the hell. I wish she'd help. I feel abandoned... And alone.
I have no idea where to move from here. And every time I try to tell her that, she keeps pulling the, "We can't move on from here," line.
T I just don't know HOW.

I think she's so tired of me. Sigh. Whatever. Maybe it was a good thing we stopped. There's such a noticeable difference in her temperament towards me now, compared to before. I hate that too.