1) Shortly after the experience I realized how much "I DON'T WANNA DIE! I WANNA LIVE!"

2) I'm pretty amazed to hear that such "curious" thoughts are not that uncommon.

3) Of course, I thought about describing what happened to my Dr. but I'm afraid he'll stop my meds and I really need them. And I guess on a more subconscious level I'm afraid of what he might tell me - in terms of other conditions he might diagnose me with.

4) It seems most of you point the finger at some kind of "behind the scenes" depression going on that's somehow generating those crazy thoughts in a roundabout way.