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moremi · Sep 23, 2012, 03:52 AM

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Originally Posted by morethingswrong

Hey everyone ~

I know I haven't really been "around" lately. As the title states I have been quietly lurking. I really have nothing positive to add or my normal awesome words of wisdom and compassion. **sigh**

I'm just dealing with a mixed episode and hellish Fibromyalgia pain that makes me literally want to snap and bite people . So since I have no lil warm fuzzies to offer anyone I just pulled back and am currently waiting for said mixed episode to even out or go one way or another.

It is Amazing just how much "waiting" A Bipolars life has. Wait to feel better? Wait to be undepressed? Wait to be Hypo? Wait to feel "normal"? Wait and worry to see if Hypo becomes full blown Mania? Forcing yourself to Wait and not blow up because the world is to bright, noisey, annoying and flat out maddening.

So I will "wait"

I have noticed you not around much, just hadnt said anything yet. Wasnt sure if you were still playing catch up from being on vacation or what? Im so sorry to hear your going through this. mixed is the worst and fibro***** to top it off.

hun I really feel for ya.....

It does seem like we are always waiting. We wait our lives away.... waiting to die....hmmm i dont think i like that thought.