let me put it even simpliest of simpliest,my families are trying their best to destroy me,their kid,because they are sick and pervert,at the moment,my mom is.but the culture and enviroment place parents to the highest status,so as to kids must listen to parents,...filial(孝顺）。so my mom can do anything sick she wants at me without being intervened.
so that there is a huge gap where i can't hold onto any understanding,...