I don't know if my own situation will help you, but I'll share. If you want to pm me afterwards, go for it. I was recently faced with a LARGE completely life-changing decision to make. I had to decide whether to move 2,600 miles to a completely new, foreign area. The decision was all mine to make. It was extremely scary. There were many, many unknown factors and I've never been one for change either. But I was also facing a very scary situation at home. I am ruled by my memories and flashbacks and "home" had become inundated with bad ones. Plus, my impulsivity was already putting me in precarious situations and if I continued I'd likely end up arrested.....so I decided to go. We've been in our new location for a month now. My mental health issues haven't disappeared by no means and our future in this new place is still uncertain, but I can't regret the decision. It was one that I just had to make to save myself....