I feel very overwhelmed, everyday. I also forgot to mention I have 4 sibs 3 of which have autism. It's hard to help with them and try to keep up with school but I do it any way cause I love them so much. My grade started going downhill since I entered high school, the work load they gave us seemed like it was too much. My gpa dropped to a 1.87 and I feel like I don't have what it takes to bring it back up. I don't think my dyslexia really hinders me, because usually the only time you will know I have it is when I talk. If I talk without putting in a lot of thought first, I mixed up my words or end up talking with a Australian accent (which is weird). I swear... The only thing that might help keep me alive right now is my music and that sometimes is not guaranteed. And sometimes when I think about dying, I feel like it would make everyone's life around me better..... Thank you for your support. Its good to know someone out there cares.....