psychicbaby, what you've written (and experienced) is amazing and intense. sound like a huge learning experience for you and that is so awesome. thanks so much for taking the time to share this!

i'm not even close to allowing myself to feel the depth of feelings i have toward my therapist. every time i bring it up, she doesn't seem get my need to talk about it. and i can't handle the pain of trying over and over to get her to understand.