I know I need help, I'm just afraid to. I'm afraid that the meds the psychiatrist will give me will make me feel worse about life. There's a song that I try to listen to often to clear my head. It's called never too late by Three Days Grace. And I try to listen and remember what message the song is supposed to deliver, but my thoughts get so blurry sometimes, that I don't care. I feel trapped... In a bottomless pit of depression....