feelin' way fragmented!

...don't know how much more of this I can take....?

this terminal re-assembling of damaged personal bits and pieces!

just as I glue one thing in place....another chunk drops away....

emotional clown juggling abstract body parts

and while so determined to be complete...I suspect I re-attach accidently and badly things incorrectly and sadly....

maybe thats why they keep dropping off!

"gotta keep it together!"..."pull ya'self together"

this permanent nagging instruction inside my head spoken!

full of cracks I'm cracking up how come I'm so damn broken?

that'll teach me for running laughing and blindfolded barefoot into a burning building of my life so long ago.

feelings are sooooo weird

being insane woulda' been a great deal ....except for all the confusion...

in the mind and fill the heart
and I find I'm still falling apart