Another morning waking early, today 4am, yesterday 6:30am. took an ambiem and 2 xanax with the hope they would put me back to sleep, no luck. Didn't break down and call my T yesterday when things were feeling out of control, so I should be able to make it until Thursday. I hate she changed my days from Tuesday to Thursday just seems so long. going to spend the day braiding my daughter's hair so I shall have plenty of time to just think of the bad things. The good days are starting ti last longer now that I am back on meds.