ok this is gonna be weird....but whats new?

....I consider my brain to be like a library ....packed to the walls and the roof with books.

weird thing is there be no pictures or titles or anything on the covers of any of these books but anyhow some lunatic librarian twisted skillful has them neat and stacked and weirdo librarian!..."shoosh keep it down in here!"....."damn it!"



"don't want a damn book falling on your damn head now?!"



tried to lose my library card....don't want to read anymore...
but I'm a freaking ....


was about to go to sleep maybe likely and this song came over the music channel on the tv and ....it was a physical pain....something wonderful that was gone forever but the recall was astounding



now I gotta stay up to haunt my own mental library to find if i can put a title on the crap I'm bein' forced to read...coulda' turned it off...

but I wanted it....and want even more to classify it

or to at least try and lock the feelings away.......because they are scary



or just experience them?...go with the flow



....down the cosmic rabbit hole