Hey, that guy's leg is smoking! That can't be healthy!

Here is your lovely jumbled blue and purple mind, J. I propose you don't force the pieces back in place. Acceptance that it may not fit back together just the way you expect, and let some pieces go if they break and drop off. Let them go in a sparkle of white light. If they are emotional pieces, they'll grow back. fill in the gaps with violet flame that cleanses negetive psychic residue, and creates a space for healing.