Biggest thing I have to thank for my survival is my friend tackled me and kept me from getting the my chosen method but of course there where the other attmpts which others thought I was just partying to hard but my brother kept me breathing all night so Im greatful for that. If it wasnt for him I prolly would have gone the way of many a rock star. I not only feel like i should be a worthwhile person but also owe my brother everything.