Ok so not been on here for a long time now, I was on here every day trying to resist burning myself. The good news is I've managed to save myself. I've got a new job. And I've only relapsed once pouring a scolding kettle over my hand in a tantrum! I've not been tempted after that one.
The bad news is my anxiety is pretty high right now, so have came back on here to stay focused. And to hope that the anxiety don't lead back to self harming.