Two things strike me, Feeling Fine, 209.
First, your work in which you were confronted by 6 members out of 200 who found
you not desirable as a workplace member.
Secondly, your family's intervention.
Psychotherapy may reveal to you that all you need is to really be in the presence of healthy people. If a psychiatrist is placing you on medication, however, chances are that you do have some problem with relationships with SOME people. A small dosage of anti-anxiety medication when in the presence of a negative group might help.
But as BipolaRNurse says, "I'm not a doctor" and can't diagnose.
Your parents' intervention is more troubling to me. They must have noticed something that prompted them to seek help for you. Since that happened, I would be thnking seriously about staying with a psychiatrist to talk about the things that bothered you earlier in the job you had.
Talk about the expense of the medication prescribed, for one thing.
When you learn what the underlying problem is then you have something to work on to try to alleviate if not correct.
One has to be careful about self-deception in this illness. A weak ego can cause us
to think that we're okay; it's the rest of the world that needs help! Watch out
for negative-thinking people. For example, out of the 200 people in your office, there were six who were negative. The odds are in your favor that those six people had agendas of their own that they were trying to deal with.
Take care.
Genetic
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