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Originally Posted by Psychicbaby323
I know it is difficult to trust her care and concern, especially when you have experienced rejection from a T in the past. I think it is great that you are talking about this here. You sound like you really want to move past this and I believe you will find a way to do so when you are ready.
Since T3 wants you to email, do you think maybe emailing her some of your discussion here would be a possibility?
Sometimes all it takes to move on to the "hard stuff" is having the discussion with your T, that you are really not sure how to get there.
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This is part of my whole problem is communication, I tell her everything by email and can't tell her anything in person. I would like to work on it with her though but it doesn't seem something I can do right now.
I have a huge problem expressing my needs and wants and with confrontation and everything. Sometimes I just sit there and say nothing to her and she just sits there quietly and watches me and I just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. I even hate people looking at me or noticing me. She always comments on what I am wearing, saying how nice it is and I never know what to say back and I just get embarrassed and look away. I would like to tell her she looks nice too but I think that would be inappropriate and the words wouldn't come out.