Second time i write this...
Im scared, im lost, i dont even know anymore if im living or if im just seeing life pass by, then i think about all these stupid things i do and i feel fake and ugh, i really have had it with all this worked up inside of me... And everyone says its just the age but i see everyone else and they seem ok... I hate it so much i just want someone to pay attention to my weird talk... Just help me through im scared im junky im a mess my life is a mess, i dont know were im going...
Im sorry i just wanted to let it out.