A relationship would be the worst thing to do. Have you been in therapy? And stayed in it for a good while? You can't just go to a couple of sessions and expect the doctor to cure you. You have to keep going until the issues have been taken care of. That could take a good long tiime.
If you can afford therapy, have your doctor put you on an antidepressant. Just because one doesn't work, there are PLENTY of others that can be tried. And you have to remember that it takes 6 weekd before they even BEGIN to work after you've started them. So that takes a long time too.  And you can't abruptly stop takiing an antidepressant either or you could have some DANGEROUS side effects.
So make sure you've tried these things. But please don't enter into a relationship as that would be disastrous. Best of luck & God bless. Hugs, Lee
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The truth shall set you free but first it will make you miserable..........................................Garfield
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