I don't think that a relationship is a good idea at this point. You are already depressed and if the relationship doesn't work out then you will be worse off than you were before. Are you in therapy or taking any meds? If not then the first thing would be to go to see a doctor and get the right meds to help. He/she can also refer you to some sort of therapy. You do need to try to get out a little bit at a time to a movie or something. Socializing is good for depression. Good Luck and let us know how it is going.