Couple questions...

Where are you at with your new T? Are you planning to see him? When do you see him next? You could certainly use his support now, right?

Are you and pdoc still considering hospitalization at all? You still seem quite distraught. Maybe you could still benefit from a short break from all this?

Is the Ativan helping at all? Even when I'm manic, it brings me down a couple levels. Talk to pdoc about meds adjust?

Feel better.