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Old Sep 23, 2012, 07:58 PM
Rennerenner Rennerenner is offline
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Okay, so I've felt hypo for the past week. Friday I bought cigars and beer even though I don't drink or smoke. I burned one cigar, took a sip of beer, then threw the entire contents of both away and went home and laid in bed until I fell asleep. I thought that was going to be my peak high, which I'm pretty sure was still just hypomanic, however last night I got really freaked out. I suddenly started feeling REALLY sped up, to the point where I felt like I was loosing touch with reality. I felt like I was in a movie, and things seemed to be moving more slowly. I had a ridiculously high sex drive to the point where I wanted to have sex with anything that moved, and had my friends not been there I feel like I would have gone and done something crazy. I really felt like I was losing it, which is something I've never experienced before. I've come down since then, though still for sure hypo, but I'm just starting to wonder if I very briefly peaked into full blown mania for a couple of hours. What does mania feel like to you guys that get it?