i just don't get how it's possible to process my feelings for my therapist WITH my therapist. the most i can do is say they exist... and i've done that and she was great about it...
BUT... i start floundering when I try to process it with her... i don't feel supported... i don't feel heard... very hard to communicate about it... she can't hear or understand what i need ... not my fault ... not hers.
i just don't get how it is possible for me when all i feel is pain.... and there aren't many words, if any. i don't even know how to write it.
i don't get it how it's possible. i don't get it at all.