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Old Sep 23, 2012, 08:31 PM
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thank you, rainbow. I know you understand (and I'm sorry that you do 'cause it's not easy) ... i've tried to do art... but she pretty much takes it at face value and said something to the effect that i'd already expressed those feelings and she already had an understanding about them.

doesn't my bringing it up again mean i need to talk about it?! that i need to go further and that i need help with that? the conversation seems to get shut down or diverted in another direction and by then i've already shut down and no longer have the energy to fight to be heard... then i leave and dissociate from the session and end up in a stuck place... again.

what's the point!?
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Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


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