Thank you all for the replies. Hamster, my wife is the ONLY reason I haven't attempted to take my life. I know the devastation first hand. I can't put her through that. I have tried so many med combitations and none have worked. Yeah, I may need hospitalization. I see my therapist tomorrow and my pdoc on Thursday. Until then, I will just keep fighting like I always do.

Current Med List:
2500 mg Depakote
900 mg Seroquel
125 mcg Levothyroxin
100 mg Zoloft
50 mg Hydroxizine

Thanks for listening. All of you.
Phoenix