wi_fighter, some years ago, a friend of mine's brother recommended plastic surgery for her nose, because he'd had his "fixed" and felt much better about himself.
When we (her friends) heard about this, we were appalled. Our friend's nose is not small, but she has a great face. The only ugly person in this scenario was our friend's brother.
We kind of grow into our looks, don't we? And we're always more critical of our appearance than other people are of our appearance.
From what I've seen/read about you here, you're far from ugly.