It's interesting how the different seasons effect us.....I ended up being in the middle of a trauma when my mother was dying of cancer & the fall feel in the air really hits me negatively......start having those depersonalization issues & just this rather ickey feeling & have to really focus on doing things for me & for others that take my mind off what the season makes me feel like......before that, fall was always sort of a new start to everything from my college & school days...but 8 years ago, really changed that in a very negative way.....feels good when I can shake the feeling through & it is possible....just a bit difficult at times.