I'm glad you feel stronger. It's such a high when you realize, oh... I have a choice... I don't have to keep getting hurt.
i used to go out with someone who would say "good girl," and like an idiot I thought that i was being brave not to let it get to me. Except it did get to me, obviously, it was a complete trigger-- I basically knew that the whole time, but I wanted to be "strong." I thought i was real tough. What a joke.
I am single at the moment. Also not dating much, and not sleeping around like I used to. it is ok but I think I need more friends, just people to laugh with.
hope your weekend is good.
cthonica
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