I am becoming discouraged in life again, but this time seems so much worse. I feel like I have met and interacted with a few genuine caring ppl on this site. I get a lot of response for general stuff, but it just seems when I'm struggling most with something and I post about it, I spend time looking forward to responses and I get 0-5. Yet, 150 ppl have looked at it. Don't get me wrong, everyone who reads my thread does not necessarily have a reply or know what to say. But I just feel so ignored and alone in this world and this site is kind of my last hope for getting my life together or losing it and I feel alone here too!

Maybe my posts aren't clear enough in my rambled thoughts IDK. I obviously need therapy or something in addition to meds. I can't seem to find my way or even where to get started. This is just a rant and it prob won't receive replies either and I'm not sure that it needs a reply. I guess if there's something to say to this feel free.